Last night in England, I think I'm going to cry.
I don’t want to leave. No facebook access and no hotmail access does make me want to leave though. I miss my baby, and my animals, and my momma.
Okay, I'm not done yet.
I’M FREAKING OUT. This past two weeks have SUCKED. Beyond sucked. There’s been everything from family feuds, to being ignored to all hell, to deaths, to no one being at my graduation, to deep dark secrets coming out. What more could I possibly get thrown at me? Does the world want to me to fucking explode? I think yes. … and I honestly might.
One more thing:
It absolutely SUCKS when you can tell me whatever you want, all your secrets, inner feelings, etc. and when I try to talk to you abut the same you avoid the subject, “have to go,” or ignore me. I really need(ed) someone to talk to.
You have this hold over me. I let you walk all over me, whenever you please. I can’t stop you, I don’t think I want to stop you. Standing up for myself might mean you won’t talk to me again. For some reason I can’t handle it, it’ll drive me crazy. I hate this feeling of indecisiveness and vulnerability. In the great words of Ke$ha “your love, your love, your...
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If loving was easy, it wouldn’t be love.– This Providence
Insomnia is a possibility.
Why do I do this to myself?
Everyone who is well-liked is having their parties...
So I count on no one being there. Excellent.
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